Reminiscing the past.

Feel so nostalgia.

I envy my sist, for having such an ideal boyf every gals wish to have.

Me wanna do well for my exams, me wanna jump to express, so that me can go polytechnic together with him :(:(:(

He is the one that me want.
He is the one that me need.
He is the one that me got to have juz to succeed.

Me want him to trust me juz like how he trusted his ex :(
Me want him to have faith in me juz like how he had in his ex :(
The thought of that juz shatters ny heart, it breaks my soul &it tears me apart :(

How can I make things right when things doesn't even go my way?