Definition of forever.

This, I confess.

2011-03-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

Doesn't need a blog anymore, am keeping a diary :) However, I will come back whenever I feel like.
I love my dog, Jackiie.

Last thing, I love to sleep.

Sum 41 - Pieces

2010-12-30T11:57:00.000+08:00

Go on, listen to it.

New year, new life. Probably a new me if chances are given.

I know we're in the wrong, sorry. All we wanted to do is to ask for forgiveness. I know we have given alot of chances, but this time is definitely different. We tasted the feeling of hell., facing a box with 6squares. You wouldn't understand that we're going crazy.

Please answer my prayers.

Last post for the year.

Incertitude.

2010-12-18T12:42:00.001+08:00

Masochist much?

It's kinda a late but catching Harry Potter later in the evening :) Excited max, can't wait. If only I do not have to worry about financial problems, how good is that. A 15 year old kid has so much to worry about, just like an adult. But I love my life, with such parents/relatives/cousins. Not forgetting my lovely friends, last but not least; Vinvin forever my HUBBIIE. Hehee.

So much passion for POA. Hope to find a lower price for night classes.

Gonna have my baby porridge now :)

Wish I could keep you much longer.

2010-11-25T15:10:00.000+08:00

People are beautiful just in what they are.

2010-11-15T18:22:00.001+08:00

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don’t know why I’m still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you’ll always be my hero
Even though you’ve lost your mind

Now there’s gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war, you’ll always win
Even when I’m right
Cause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it’s sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave
Til the walls are goin’ up
In smoke with all our memories

This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry that you
pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counselin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my f–kin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

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Going Jalan Kayu to have my cheese roti roti prata later on :):):) Hehee, love it max even though its kinda expensive. And the milo dinosaur, roar!!! Even though I have skipped AFA last weekend, I still enjoyed my weekend very much. Incredibly amazing, wonderful. Tomorrow night I'm going to Genting for 3days. Hope I enjoy myself.

Having the urge to watch Transformer again after looking at MV Linkin Park - New devide. Awww. Will be catching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows when I'm back!!!

Even angels have their wicked schemes.

2010-11-05T11:13:00.000+08:00

@JaslinBieber, you are in Beijing now :( I know you are enjoying yourself cuzzie you are showing off to me the weather there, your sweater and your cute boots. Awww, I'm not jealous though :) That day when we sent you off, you cried. Yes you cried :'( Aren't you blushing now?!?! Hehee. Only that Anikko couldn't make it >:( Y'know, we mizz you much. Webcam with you soon oki? *Wink. Hope you won't delay your flight back to Singapore horxxx. GA-NI-NA!!! Love you :) Must reminiscene Gnei Gnei Lai's memories oki?

Till you believe.

2010-10-18T15:57:00.000+08:00

Birthday cakes and unglam pix of Brenda's. Kekee.

Kinda excited for my results. Hehee. Best is I take POA. Others don't really care :/ Joan's birthday chalet was fun, enjoyed myself though. But no bash for you only, I don't like la!!! Gotta go, bye angels and devils.

Always and forever, thats a pinky promise we have made.

2010-10-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

Just want to stay in your arms as you hold me tight becuz being with you just feels so right. Its me and you forever :) Believe me, my heart is devoted to you even a millennium of waiting.

10/10/10 10:10
Dislike it to the max.

11/11/11 11:11 next year :) Hopefully wishes would come true!

Literature paper tomorrow. Gonna study after I bath. G'bye!

No one other than you.

2010-09-30T19:16:00.002+08:00

Selling contact lens casings. Each casing is $3. Half of what I earn goes to the charity :) Once you pay me, you will get it str8. Faster get yours now!!! :) Tag me if you're interested.

1st from the top: Hello Kitty light pink casing.
2nd from the top: Snoopy blue casing.
3rd from the top: Disney pink casing.
4th from the top: Hello Kitty purple casing.
5th from the top: Hello kitty yellow casing.
Note* The 1st &3rd casings are different pink.

How great we could be.

2010-09-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

I remembered this pix, it was when we're @town. Together with Laykwan &co :) Baby are you doing well inside? I hope you do. We will always be waiting for you outside oki. Can't bear to see you like that. But in the first place you didn't heed my advice, I don't like la!!! >:( >:( >:( Grrrr. Mizz you much, luv you alright.

We used to hang out together almost everyday without fail. But now getting lesser &lesser :( No, we are not drifting :) Memories stay. Laykwan everytime makes fun of Shirley, itz like our entertainment. Hehee. Although we didn't meet up very often, but still luv you gals :)

Thats Joan, Vernice &me. Hmmm, this was @le bar if I'm not wrong? Kekee. The gal wearing beanie is acting cute, &currently she is now having some problems. The questions in her heart forever won't even have an answer if she continues to be like this. Thats it for her, avoiding is the best. Hahaa. Oki, serious.

This was Shuhui's birthday. Hehee. Enjoyed much. Hope she enjoyed too. Bought packets of flour, eggs. &Jaslin &I bought chilli sauce. But in the end I spoilt my 3quater shirt, can't be worn anymore :( Big patch of chilli sauce there. Regretted buying. Grrrr.

Hmmm, we were @Clarke quay!!! Buying sticky sticky ^-^ Then we saw two tall tall weird guys. Laykwan &me were running towards them, to take a pix with them :) We both are cute right!!! Yes I know. Hehee.

Hi babiie. Sometimes when I look into your eyes, &you're looking @me, I see something. Something that words can't be describe. Feeling something but no words can express it. When our eyes meet, itz like we're instantly connected. Your eyes don't lie, it has written down everything on how you feel. Nobody can understands it, only you &me. Itz like our own little secret :)

Juz a post to keep my blog alive :) Will do a proper one when exams are over. Kthxbai!

I juz have to say whats in my heart.

2010-09-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

"I love you and I probably always will. But we go days without having meaningful conversations, and I used to miss you so much when that happened. But it never seemed like you missed me, and I guess because of that, I stopped missing you"

Sometimes I don't have a choice.

2010-09-06T11:07:00.000+08:00

Can you hear my heart breaking?

So beautiful that makes you wanna cry.

2010-09-05T12:13:00.000+08:00

Went to Jumbo eat with family &relatives on Friday. Even though the food there is nice, but itz so expensive. Shouldn't have go there :(

Yesterday my sist &her boyf came, they so cute only :):):) Hubbiie came later on. Mom had cooked porridge, but I went out to eat. Sorry mommy :( Went down meet Joan &Brenda, headed to RP later on. Settled down @KFC. Chitted &chatted there, waiting for Hubbiie &me eat finish. Becuz of someone who wanted to go Daiso, we walked down to RM. Hurhur, that someone don'tknow how shy one lorx!!! After that went Chompchomp eat, Hubbiie went off.

After eating decided to go lan, but I got no mood :(:(:( So all of us went back home str8.

Town later on ^-^

Dear you, this is for you. Luv, me.

Rewind our time.

2010-09-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

I regretted not being your obedient gal. But whats the use of regretting? :'( Things won't be the same anymore.

Reminiscing the past.

2010-09-01T11:19:00.000+08:00

Feel so nostalgia.

I envy my sist, for having such an ideal boyf every gals wish to have.

Me wanna do well for my exams, me wanna jump to express, so that me can go polytechnic together with him :(:(:(

He is the one that me want.
He is the one that me need.
He is the one that me got to have juz to succeed.

Me want him to trust me juz like how he trusted his ex :(
Me want him to have faith in me juz like how he had in his ex :(
The thought of that juz shatters ny heart, it breaks my soul &it tears me apart :(

How can I make things right when things doesn't even go my way?

I didn't know I made everything worse.

2010-08-31T13:37:00.000+08:00

Dearest hubbiie,

Trust me, have faith &confidence in me. Thats all I need. I doesn't need you to be gentle, becuz that ain't your style I know. I'm sorry about the pain that I made you feel. You're starting to neglect me of your studies, I can understand. Don't worry I won't give you anymore trouble or become a burden to you oki? I know everything you do is for my own good. Sorry I didn't appreciate it. I know sorry is not enough... But as time goes by please let me show my appreciation towards you oki? I luv you.

Love, me.

Currently now @LKK's house. Teachers' celebration was not really fun. Now watching Liang PoPo with LKK. Hahaa. Later going back home to have my beauty sleep. Didn't have enough sleep :(

It wasn't you, it was me.

2010-08-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

Me want go Esplanade on Oct!!! Korean bands coming!!! Once in a lifetime :(:(:( 2oo++bucks front row, 1oo++bucks middle row &98bucks behind -.-

Going2start saving alotalotalot money now!!!

Beautiful mind.

2010-08-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

Over dued pixs. Finally uploaded :) More pixs @Laykwan's blog. Need to report to HQ later. Also I'm working later ^-^ Morning kinda not feeling well. Didn't went to school.

Will do a proper post if I have the time.

This fear inside me.

2010-08-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

So miserable, yet I have to keep things to myself.
I luv you but I hate the our situation now.
Pain in my chest itz like I lost my breath. So many things that I'm dying to say, but everytime when I see you, the words juz don't come out. I think itz better to left unspoken.

Two hearts beat as one.

2010-08-16T23:27:00.001+08:00

We stick to each other, you're not alone oki? I know, deep down I know everything you do is for my own good. I dislike being threaten, yet you threatened me to change me. I may be angry, but I can understand much.

We may be from different world, but don't you see that we are trying to get on the right track? Going each others' way so things would be perfect for us.

I know that you compare the present & the past. I know you feel unhappy about it. I have no idea why you will ask. Isn't it painful when you heard my past with my previous? I do :(

Itz not that I bottle up things to myself. Itz just that I can't find the right words to describe it.

Juz not long ago, you texted me that no need to care about you, that you will be fine. But tell me how not to care when you are so important to me. It won't be hard to solve the problem between us when we give in to each other am I right? :) This lecture is different from others that you gave. I'm not tired to listen or say anything regarding this lecturing by youyouyou!!! :)

I know you will be reading it, kekee.
Delicated to the one I love, always & forever: Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply.

What makes you different.

2010-08-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

Using itouch to blog now. Juz a short update.

Today went HGmall meet my dalings :) Special day for you &me. Even though itz a small dinner gathering between your brothers &their galf, I'm contented already :) Hope tomorrow will be a awesome day for us :):):) Turning in, goodnight ^-^

Your weakness.

2010-08-09T22:39:00.001+08:00

Finally can connect to the internet in public. Currently Vinvin beside me playing PSP. Kekee. Tomorrow having counselling @1pm.

Cici so bored and Vinvin chat with her and hug her. will not let go 4ever!!! ci luv vi.

Only your tenderness can salvage this eternal apathy.

2010-08-08T11:43:00.000+08:00

What do you think I work for? For myself? No, for you. Becuz I wanted to go gaigai with you, buy the thing as promised. Afraid that I don't have the money, I worked.

This is what I get? Juz becuz of one small thing. I tried to hang on, but I couldn't make it. You juz turned &walked away like this. I'm scared to get close to you now. Becuz I don't want to get my heart broken again. I'm afraid that if we go any further, I'm juz going to get hurt. &I couldn't take that. Same goes for you right?

Things juz happened so sudden.

Yearning never ends.

2010-08-07T13:58:00.000+08:00

Have faith in me, never changing devoted heart. Even if you wait a millennium, you still have my promise. Despite countless obstacles, I will never let go.

You do not spell luv, you feel it.

2010-08-01T13:13:00.001+08:00

You break the ice, took the first step, give in to me. Again :"

Basically all I do was adding oil to the fire. But I'm glad that things are back to normal now. Thanks to you, we can hang on for so long :)

Studying later, hope everything will goes well :)

Yesterday was really a bad day. Getting negative comments by customer. Worst, Joan's comment card turned out to be... Y'know. Hahaaha. After work, one kind lady gave Joan &me Mac Chicken to eat. Sadly, I don't eat Mac Chicken. So we passed it to aunties.

We went to Mac &bought our drinks, thus we missed the last bus. Hence we gotta take a cab home. Shit that. Kekee.

Is this what luv is? Izzit always so painful?

2010-07-31T11:11:00.001+08:00

"A promise is a promise" Thats what everybody says.
But in reality, they're broken it everyday.
Once itz broken, sorry means nothing.

I admit I did broke my promise at times too. Same goes for you, &everybody.

The pages of our pasts can't be rewritten, but the pages of our tomorrow are blanks.

Everything will be oki becuz I got you.

2010-07-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

Overdued pixs. School was kinda fine for me. Went for detention after school. Samantha &Shuhui were there too. After that Joan come kajiao kajiao :@ Shuhui is being a bitchy bitch I tell you. Si eh shit siaz her, shit you man. Home sweet home @ around 6pm. Need to save money now becuz I'm going shopping with my dearest!!! Looking forward, so long since I went to shop :"

Oki I have temporarily changed my blogskin. Stil waiting for my dear Jaslin to help :) I'm quite happy with myself today becuz I have sumitted DnT works. Even though itz consider as late, &needed to minus 5marks :( Still quite happy with myself :)

Alright I'm going to stop here now. Will post again soon ^-^ G'Night world.

I will be a good listener, I will be your shoulder to cry on. Even if you don’t feel like talking, I will sit with you in comfortable silence. I will never judge you based on what you have done and I will be there when you need me. I will go through the darkness moment of yours together with you. ***Those who are close to me, did you see this? :)***

2010-07-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

Nothing can stop our happily ever after.

Charice feat Iyaz - Pyramid. Beautiful song I must say. Talented Charice :)

Dearest Samantha Ong Jia Wen,

You have become more &more rebellious y'know!!! This is for you -'- oki. Days with you have been great for me :) Even though now you are kinda in trouble... Thanks for being there for me alright *wink. Promise to be there for you too. Faster do finish your suspension homework &come back to school horxxx. Luv you, you this sucker. Hope things would be better for you in time. Don't neglect your studies oki. Kla I done my delication to you liao, happy? Be obedient oki. You are not bad actually, you juz wanted to be yourself I know.

Love me,
Meici ^-^

Oki, yesterday went down Lorong Lew Lian looked for Joan, Shu hui, Joeleen &Brenda. After that Samantha, Jacqueline, Joyce came. Laykwan &co are back from work too :) Keep buffet &stuffs, walked to Mrt. Meet the others @my house. Went back home, watched House Of Wax. Why &Zig were @my house too. Hahaaha.

I have been neglecting my studies. Grrr, can't make this a habit. Going to work later. I haven't really have the time for myself, itz been a long time since I went shopping :( :( :(

I believed that our luv is stronger than before.

2010-07-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

Bottled up feelings.

This movie is great, awesome, fantastic. I like it v.much ^-^

Whats happening again? I thought things were fine for us. It seems like everything keep changing &changing non-stop. I'm sorry I am not there when you need me, but where were you too when I need you?

;" ;" ;" ;";" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;";" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;" ;"

2010-07-17T16:51:00.000+08:00

Crying in heart.

Will be using this phone until Iphone 4Gs has no shitty problems :) Will be returning to daddy's C510 tomorrow. Hehee, best la you both, mummy &daddy.

Watched this yesterday @ Causeway point. Together w Joan &Shuhui. Ending was kinda touch. If I knew it was a ghost movie I wouldn't watch it in the first place. Grrr, Joan you good horxxx. I wanna catch alot of movies!!! Despicable Me, Chloe, The Crazies, Inception, The Last Airbender, The Sorcerers Apprentice &alot alot more!!! Oki I'm so random.

After movie, bused back to SK together. Met Samantha, Jacqueline &her boyf. Home sweet home @ 11pm plus.

I am going to edit my blog real soon oki. This blogskin is hurting my eyes badly. Jaslin, help? Kekee. Didn't have a proper sleep this week, alot of things came up unexpectedly. Nevertheless, this is still life. Hopefully things will get better in time.

Wait for my next post.

2010-07-12T09:30:00.001+08:00

Special day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to @Jaslinlovesyou :)

Didn't attend school uh you, naughty :@ Today is a special day. Kekee. Got to go kthxbai!

2010-07-08T16:14:00.000+08:00

This luv.

Happy Birthday to LKK :) Did you enjoy your ASPIRE course juz now?!?! Kekee.

I dislike school when I have detention or whatever courses, waste alot of my study time. Shit you. Didn't have a proper meal nowadays, having gastric. Hope this won't become permanant. Oki juz a short update. Kthxbai!!!

2010-07-05T20:45:00.001+08:00

The reason why it hurts so much.

Watched eclipse @ AMK hub w my Baby Sheena, Felyond &Vernice!!! :) They think itz boring, but to me itz not. Kekee, don't mind watching it again. After that decided to play pool, so we went K-Pool. Saw Shuhui, Samantha, Jacqueline &co. After that cabbed back SK, waited4Sheena2be oki, then went mall. Dined @ BBQ Chicken. Sent Sheena back2Grace Haven, can see that all of us can't bear :(

Headed2HG Plaza. Home sweet home @ 8pm. Alright got2go, studying & doing homework. Kthxbai.

Everything's going2be oki. It is going to be oki. It will be oki. Things will get better in time for me. What I need is time. But how I wish that time would turn out faster than it normally happens. I don't want to stay in this miserable situation for too long.

WHO WANT WORK? URGENTLY. FASTER TAG ME :( :( :( Details are @ the previous post. ASAP oki? U.r.g.e.n.t

2010-07-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

$_$

Who want work? Theres alot vacancies.

What you need:
(For girls)
1.Plain white sleeve collar.
2.Black skirt.
3.Black shoes, no heels. Just normal. No sandals.

(For boys)
1.Plain white sleeve collar.
2.Black long pants. No denim colours.
3.Black shoes, no sandals.

If interested, please leave a tag. Only if you'r interested then I will tel you more details. Strictly no MIA!!! Thankew.

2010-06-28T20:45:00.001+08:00

Luv isn't luv without sacrifice.

Oki short update before I start doing my project. School was fine for me today. I'm stil in my holiday mood though. Went Woodlands Library yesterday, initially I did nothing @ all. Zzzzz. Gonna do a quick one for my project, if I didn't complete it before 1o.oopm, I wil get box :( Hmmmhmmm. Alright, working tomorrow :( Hope I don't tired myself out.

CLICK HERE4CUTE CONTACT LENS ETC. Interested? @ Least buy 1 kit :)
Contact eff-elyond@hotmail.com through MSN. Kindly say my name2her if you'r interested!!! Kekee, appreciated, thankew. Kthxbai.

2010-06-24T13:38:00.001+08:00

This would be so much easier if I didn't luv him.

I need someone who won't give up on me.

2010-06-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

Met them @ Bugis junction. Lebar was full, so we went2Spyder instead. Watched World Cup, Spain won :) More pictures @Xiaohuihui8's blog, video @Laykwan's blog. Go take a look @ the video, Shirley's unglam actions. Muahahaa. Worked yesterday @ West Coast. Was kinda late though :b But thanks Aunty4giving me more red packet :)

Won't be updating my new blog unless I'm satisfied w it. Hehee wil have2wait4Jaslin2help me w it. Thanks sweetie :)

You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see. But you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel. I wil not describe my definition of happy when I'm w you until I feel something (that I have been wanting to feel).

Going2meet @Jszeee later on. That shit bomberMAN. Hehee. Going bath &prepare already. Wait4my next post oki? Bye Earthlings.

Feelings change, whereas memories stay.

2010-06-12T14:44:00.000+08:00

Feelings change, whereas memories stay.

Basically, I can't wait!!! I'm looking forward2ChompChomp again. Special day :)

You act like machiam I do something wrong2you? Something is definitely wrong w you. Ain't we are oki few days back? Whatever it is, you won't make an effort2stay. So I won't bother2save a spot4someone like you. You should said earlier during few years back, &not now. You may leave :)

Unconditionally.

2010-06-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

Unconditionally.

Happy Birthday2Felyond &Jason :)

Around 4pm went down study corner meet Felyond, Vernice, Laykwan, Zhequan, Guangxiang, Jeff &Zongyu. Vernice &me went2take cake &so called gave birthday gal a surprise :) Sang birthday song4her, &then bashed her in her face!!! But she react v.fast. Shit you man :( After that I went home bathed, went down meet them again. Cabbed2Chomp Chomp makan. Yummie ^-^ Click on my Nuffnang thankew~

Luv has no distance.

2010-06-06T02:11:00.003+08:00

Luv has no distance.

Back from Jerry's chalet :) No pictures, muhahaa. Oki now this XHH want me2post about her. Saying that she is BERRY cute &I luv her :) Laughs. F-A-K-E. Oki fake. Saw that? Itz fake. Hahaa, no la I'm just kidding. Just wanted2sot her only.

Luv that special Cinnamoroll you caught4me. I wil cuddle it every night be4 I sleep oki??? :) I luv how you look @me w those gorgeous eyes &then you smile that sweet smile. I luv how you hug me w the intention of never letting go. I know you luv me more than words could ever show. Hahaa.

Story what I did for love <--- Click. Go &read it if you guys have nothing2do :) Itz so touching :( Bet you guys won't regret after reading that. Hehee.

2010-05-30T16:41:00.000+08:00

If someone wants2be in your life, they wil work2be a part of it. So don't bother saving a spot4someone who won't make an effort2stay.

True luv never has an ending.

2010-05-23T22:16:00.002+08:00

True luv never has an ending.

My heart is filled w bubbles of luv, hehee. It was a feeling I can't explain :)

It has been a long time since I last updated. Anyone mizz my post? I bet you do!!! Yes you. Hahaa. Let's talk about Friday, 21o51o.

Morning accompany Mummy go see doctor :) After that headed back home. Bathed &prepared, went down2CP meet Samantha. Shuhui came then. Went2studycorner find LKK, Amanda, Eamonn &1more guy. Chit chatted &soon Eamonn left. Awhile later Gerald, Brian, Donovan, Frazer, Yuheng, Qingyang, Junxian came. Went 2ooplus there together.

Seriously 1day I wil shit your life, just wait. Muhahaaha.

Around 11pm++ went2Chompchomp eat. Kinda screwed up :( I want2eat the crayfish so muchmuchmuch. Regretted didn't eat, grrrr. Heartpained that I wasted so much money. But itz oki, money stil can earn back. Feelings, memories, &(everything of you) can't be earn back.

Turning in soon. Going my lalaland2see you :) Hopefully tomorrow everyone wil have a great day ahead, itz gonna be a long day4me. Goodnight world.

Just like a dream2me.

2010-05-20T12:33:00.001+08:00

Just like a dream2me.

Did not attend school4three days. Yesterday tagged w LKK :) Earn quite little. Anyway hopefully Mummy wil be alright4tomorrow. Luv you!!! Kinda excited2get back my papers. Hehee. Gonna get my ass off the chair &off2bath. If not later someone kpkb @me liao :( Having Mac4supper later :b

To nimamadelaocheebye: Oh you referring2yourself? You always let guys fxck &throw? How sad. So sorry that it doesn't affect me in any ways. Epic failed :( Your mama de lao chee bye? Sad4her :( Pity her that she had given birth2you this kind of useless human4society. If I were you, &know that I'm so useless2society, I rather go die, unlike you, stil got the cheek2live. Throw your mama's face siaz. If you die, itz better4our society, &also your mama :) Don't worry, I wil blast techno during your songka4you2enjoy~ Thanks4making my tagboard alive, keep on replying. Wil be waiting :)

Can you feel it?

2010-05-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

Can you feel it?

Today is a v.special day :)

Thunder. Hopefully it rains heavily later, wanna have a good sleep tonight. Just a short update, shall reply tags tomorrow. Kinda tired now :( Goodnight2you, &2the world.

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you for the part of me that you bring out. You cared4me unconditionally. For the v.first time, I didn't have2try so hard2be happy.

Glad that LKK is feeling better right now, although we didn't do much... :b

So far, yet so close.

2010-05-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

So far, yet so close.

Walao eh finally done w my links. Kinda messed up just now becuz of that Bombergal :( Anyway went2work just now, tagged w Jaslin :) Heh suppposed2tag w LKK but she last minute, shit you man!!! Stoned w Amanda @1o9 while waiting4those princesses. Shit long leis... After that Sherlyn &co came. At first Eugene &MG helping us, but in the end all run, busted. Itz oki, lol our sales really v.xiasuay :b Alright, tomorrow is Mothers' Day. Gonna eat KFC4dinner w my family tomorrow, my treat ;) What is wrong w Twitter nowadays?

Shit you, only how backstab people. Honestly speaking, actually "you'r the one who is not easy" :) Your mindset is really shit childish. Shit disappointed after hearing all those shits. Itz time2grow up dude. You might dislike me if you read this, but I don't give a shit2you. You know itz you itz you itz you!!! YES ITZ YOU. Time2relfect isn't it? Now stil early, itz better if you change :) We would like it too~~~~~~~ You happy, we happy. Peace right?

If this is luv, there is no such thing as fair.

2010-05-07T12:19:00.001+08:00

If this is luv, there is no such thing as fair.

Yesterday went2work, tagged w Laykwan. Shit satisfied w our sales, $17oplus :) I'm going to fail my Geography badly!!! Maths paper today was quite oki. Pictures @Samantha's &Laykwan's blog. The weather nowadays shit rabak siaz. Oki going to my lalaland already~

You wil always gonna be my luv.

2010-05-02T11:05:00.002+08:00

You wil always gonna be my luv.

Grabbed from Joan's blog :)

o1o51o Saturday,
Went2CP meet Joan &Samantha. OTW saw Eamonn :) We sat wait outside library but it did not open!!! We went KFC then, around 4pm Samantha went off. Left Joan &me waiting4her friends. Yunqiao came afterwards. Around 6pm she went off. @Least today I have learnt something ;) HSH @around 9pm plus. Glad that my fever has gone down!!! Wondering whatime wil you be awake?

Beautiful song.

Need a second to breathe.

2010-04-30T19:34:00.003+08:00

Need a second to breathe.

You'r the brightest star in my light :)

Early in the afternoon went to see P. What a shit hot afternoon. Gonna study really hard4exams.

This is the Korean version. In my head - Jason Derulo. Hehee, I prefer this!!! ;) Isn't he hot? *Wink

Me + You.

2010-04-26T14:37:00.001+08:00

Me + You.

24o41o Saturday,

So went2Mac look4Samantha. Helped me w my work, thanks :) After that took cabbie2Laykwan's place there, then cabbie2Buangkok. Shit entertaining I tel you, rofl. Lepak until the lorry came. Sales was okioki only, laughs. After work went to Laykwan's place lepak. After her shower took cabbie2CP, Samantha, Jaslin &1 of her cousins were there. Vincent came afterwards. Stoned @there for quite long &decided to look4Sherlyn &co. Kenny came down then. Went2Cheers w Jaslin, her cousin &Samantha.

Otw saw 1cockroach, funny to the max I tel you. Definitely made us laugh out loud. Went back &played Bball :) After Bball slacked around that area~ First bus everybody went separated ways :)

Blessed2have you.

2010-04-24T01:43:00.001+08:00

Blessed2have you.

Happy Birthday in advance2Vernice :)

Hahaaha, this cute little chef :b

Morning woke up went2CP to have Big breakfast~ After that around afternoon went to meet my Baby :) Hehee. Evening went to Vernice's BBQ. Around 10pm Eamonn, Zhequan, Ahdai, Zongyu, Sylester went off. Followed by Frazer, Amanda, Gerald &Seewei. All so fast went off :*( Regina, Felyond &Vernice &co finally came back~ Lepak until 11pm++ took cabbie home w LKK :) Hahaa, sorry cheated you guys' feelings. Heheehe, but same goes4your too!!! I enjoyed myself, hope you people enjoyed too. *Wink

So addicted to you.

2010-04-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

So addicted to you.

If a guy really likes you, he'l listen to what you have to say &not what he hears from others :)

Yesterday went down 2ooplus meet Xiaohui &Willy. 1opm++ went off. Today I am supposed to go down2AMK, they'r learning how to bake cookies!!! Sounds nice siaz, but my left eye is swollen. Kinda oki right now. Tomorrow is Vernice's birthday BBQ :)

"I also dk jus feel tt u are some1 who treat mi differently and let mi make up my mind only wann u to be my soul mate down the road of my journey." Heheehe, how would you feel if you are the one who recieved this message from your luv one? ;)

It makes me melt when you look @me like that.

2010-04-21T11:33:00.003+08:00

It makes me melt when you look @me like that.

If he misses you, he’l call just to hear your voice. If he wants you, he’ll say it. And if he cares, he’l show it. If he has a thought about you, it will come out of his mouth. If you are on his mind non-stop, he will do anything he can just to see you. If he truly likes you, he won’t let get anything in the way and fight back just to keep you in his arms. If not, he can’t be worth your time because you’re obviously not worth his.

I realised my pride is nothing compared to you.

2oo41o, Tuesday
Late4my counselling!!! Rushed down str8 away. After my counselling went HG Point looked4Samantha &Shuhui. Went to Laykwan's place area just2find her. We'r so good isn't it? *Wink

Going to catch Clash of the Titians @night. F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.

Brightest star in my light.

2010-04-18T10:54:00.024+08:00

Brightest star in my light.

17o41o, Saturday

Stil got tons of pictures, but itz getting way too slow!!! :@

Alright, yesterday 12pm++ met LKK @CP mamashop. Waited4Samantha, Yunqiao, Jaslin &Geraldine. They went to packet Mac &I packet Sushi. Heheehe. Took bus to Vivo, becuz of 2biaokia EZ card no money ^-^ In the end can't watch How to train your Dragon 3D :*( Laughs, itz okiokioki. So we end up watching Maos last dance. Rate it 3.5/5.

Trained to Serangoon eat Durian. While eating we got so much entertaining uh~ Hahaaha. Jaslin suggested to order Canadian Pizza, since itz beside us only. Nicenice ^-^ Went to Samantha's house there lepak. Joshua, Rasyad, Sikai &Zikri came. After that we went separated ways :) HSH @1opm++ Enjoyable day ♥

I'm going to start doing my articles &essays. Shit it ._.

To your heart,

Me luv you

From my heart.

My luv, your trust.

2010-04-17T23:25:00.004+08:00

My luv, your trust.

16o41o, Friday

Looks nice right? *Wink

All thanks to Fara!!! Hmm, so around 6pm finished everything, including cleaning up &stuffs. After that I went back study corner look4Laykwan &co. Went Foodfare makan, left Laykwan, Eamonn &Sylester. Lepak until 10pm++ we went back home. Kinda late already, wil continue posting tomorrow. Goodnight world :)

Do you really think I'd give up that easily?

2010-04-14T19:43:00.003+08:00

Do you really think I'd give up that easily?

Tomorrow wil not be like today.

Tomorrow I wil be happy!!! :)

8am went to school, after finished talking came back home prepared my homework &stuffs. Went to my lalaland after that. Woke up, 4pm++ went to bath &prepared to meet Laykwan, Samantha, Yunqiao, Jaslin, Felicia @HG Green. I firstime go there siaz, kinda surprised. Then Amanda &Joshua came. Played L4D, Audi &Maple. Century since I played. Went to the nearest void deck lepak. Was planning Saturday's programme :)

可不可以爱我?

2010-04-11T18:44:00.004+08:00

可不可以爱我?

Looking back @those photos, I mizz those times :*)

Mizz the times when we'r having fun, laughter &joy. Especially our shitting jokes ^-^ Most importantly, we'v been through these memories. Kinda good enough already :) Do all those shitting things while you can, cuz time won't stop nor rewind4us. Time pasts so quickly! How shit is this? Hahaaha.

I'v been hiding my true feelings4you, how I wish I could tel you all those things that I'v kept to myself for such a longlonglong time. I think I am scared of being rejected afterall. Oh well it'z oki I guess :*( Time4nicotine already!

School tomorrow, mizz my luvlies :) See you guys in school!

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

2010-04-07T19:12:00.005+08:00

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

Hello world.

I finally got back my PSP. You'r really the best man :) After school went to Jasmine's house lepak. 5pm went back school take my bag from Mr Singh. Drag time siaz, itz oki. My PSP is back I'm contented already.

Finally my Baby is back in action ;) Talked alot about our stuffs, itz always longlonglonglong mail :) Y'know I'l always be there4you no matter what. Waiting &waiting for your reply~ Baby if you see this continue to tag me oki? Don't care the 'negative' dog :) Born to entertain us only.

School nowadays kinda shitty4me. Don't worry Meici, soon it wil be back to normal.

Happy Birthday to Sherlyn &Angel :D

F-A-C-T.

2010-04-05T19:25:00.003+08:00

F-A-C-T.

Hey you'r right. I'm that stubborn. This is not a threat, this is the shit fact :)

How can a teacher scold student that you'r worst than a dog? Wake up man, you think teachers v.big, you think teachers are always right? SHIT NO. She's not in the wrong, &she only expect you to say sorry. &What the shit you said? Ass, it'z better if you see this. I don't care I can't go back to school or whatever shit. Like shit hell who wanna go to a school that is like that.

This word sorry didn't even come out from your mouth. It'z not like we don't respect you, just that you shitting don't respect us first. You must be thinking *Respect must be earn or whatever shit craps* But think again, by saying that you'v successfully made us not to respect you anymore. Who's the unreasonable here?

Teachers are the same, hear 1side story only. After hearing from their colleague, machiam trust them whole-heartedly. Never believed our words. Like their colleague never done anything wrong, only the students. Dare say don't dare admit, you count yourself a gentleman? Put yourself in her shoe, dude.

You can't make up your mind.

2010-04-04T17:54:00.006+08:00

You can't make up your mind.

Pictures finally uploaded :)

Your sweet talk, your lies.

2010-04-01T18:10:00.004+08:00

Your sweet talk, your lies.

Zzzzzz, I'm v.v.tired. Only got 4hours of sleep. Today's April fool, did you guys get fool?!?! Hahaha kinda fun to fool people. The idiot (who wanna bomb XMS &AMK HQ) got arrested, &its out in the newpaper. Act cute siaz~ Heard from Singh that he was not really baddie, but then don'tknow why became mad. ROFL.

Today is the last day for juggling lessons :*( Luv the (dablo?) lotz. Must faster out of this lame course if theres no more fun lessons. Good Friday tomorrow, gonna enjoy myself @night. Heheehe, hopefully. Grrr, why you reply my message so slow one!!! Hate it to the max, but no choice :@

I cherish every moment when we'r together.

What's the point of wishing? When it doesn't come true.

2010-03-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

What's the point of wishing? When it doesn't come true.

Forgive me, I looked so jiao thats why have a butterfly!!!

Around 3pm++ went down meet Samantha, Yunqiao, Felicia &Joshua. Rotted, Felicia &Joshua went off &we went to Serangoon Mall. Meet Vincent &Ahji. After he put finished tattoo, we went to kopitiam sit. Stoned there, sent Yunqiao &Samantha to bus stop &we went to HG Plaza. Opened table played pool. Me v.lousy :*( Amanda came to meet me. So sorry I kind of neglected you...

Went back SK rot, rotting, rotted. Heheehe. Around 9pm went home. Wa shag, mizz tonight's fun :*( Grrr! Asshole. Also kinda regretted not going pinic w Laykwan &co. BORED. My blogger having some stupid problem. Hate it to the max.

Saw my Daddy @Compass in the afternoon. So sudden!!!
"What's that in your hand?!?!"
*Me quickly walked to the toilet.* Hahaha, but in the end nothing happens.

STOMP.

2010-03-26T22:02:00.004+08:00

STOMP.

Saw this on STOMP. Theres this idiot who wanna bomb XMS &AMK HQ. HAHAHA. ROFL. Wonder who izzit!!! LAUGHS.

Click here!

It is you all along.

2010-03-26T17:54:00.004+08:00

It is you all along.

Yes, I know its you.

Today Geog test. For the v.firstime I studied reallyreally hard &wrote 1page answer. Quite satisfied, hopefully I can score. Tomorrow sports day -.- I'm reserve!!! I want to play basketball so badly :*(

It's amazing that you made my worst day w just your laughs.

2010-03-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

It's amazing that you made my worst day w just your laughs.

The night belongs to luvers.

2010-03-21T18:01:00.002+08:00

The night belongs to luvers.

Hi world. I just woke up. No pictures, didn't bring my camera out. Sorry :(

Yesterday went down slacked &waited4Sohai to come, then to RP. Me cabbed to SK eastway there to fetch Vincent &Reynold, then to Tampines fetched Xiaohui. Hahaha, &then to Boatquay. Stoned there like don'tknow what. Cabbed down to Central Mall there. Then cabbed to Oasis 68. No choice :*(

They opened Chivas, 530am they clozed already -.- No fun siaz. Damn happening. After that Reynold went back SK &we 3 cabbed to chalet. Cabbed back SK w Vin, 8am reached home orhorh.

Can't do anything.

2010-03-20T18:12:00.006+08:00

Can't do anything.

Around late afternoon went down Study Corner meet Laykwan, Sherlyn &Frazer. Talk cork sing song. After that decided to study, went home took my stuffs. Amanda &Gerald were there too, after that bused to Hougang. Went somewhere near Laykwan's house. Around 10pm went home. Prepared &went down to Boatquay.

After that Vincent &his friends were looking for pubs. Took pictures while waiting. Went UP, cannot, then to Kozy I think?

Opened Martell. Around 6am++ went down the River there meet Adam.

Stupid faces of him. Hahaha! Reached home 8am++ &went to orhorh. Woke up @around 5pm++, today having 2nd round. Kinda lazy siaz @_@ Tired :*(

God wants you to know.

2010-03-19T10:33:00.002+08:00

God wants you to know.

On this day, God wants you to know...
... that tomorrow you will harvest the seeds you sow today. What kind of seeds do you need to sow today, so tomorrow turns into the dream you have always wanted?

Bingo!!! Heheehe, I'm really looking forward to it. God wants you to know this application really rocks at times.

梁婆婆重出江湖 Liang Po Po The Movie Part 1

2010-03-18T14:08:00.003+08:00

梁婆婆重出江湖 Liang Po Po The Movie Part 1

Moral of the story is.... Well after you'v finish the whole movie you'l understand.
Jack Neo's film :)

Can you please only look @me?

2010-03-17T21:10:00.005+08:00

Can you please only look @me?

Overdued pictures. Some didn't posted it out, cuz I looked so unglam!!!

Early in the morning woke up bathed &prepared, went to Paragon. GRRR. After that bought KFC home makan. Around 2pm++ Jerlyn meet me @my house downstair. Went RM meet Laykwan, Eamonn, Frazer &Sylester. Played Poker all the way @Study corner. Enjoyed siaz ^-^ Amanda &Gerald came. Went RM. Meet my Sist &her friends. Went home together after that.

Wa t.t Hopeless already la, after 7pm so long already. Single call also N.O :'( Fxcked up. Asshole, shit you. Gonna stop slacking already man. Must find some programs/activities then go out ;)

Edited, 1o1opm.

Hey, you'v successfully made me feel that you'r like that. Just like that, didn't change at all. &Yet I thought you'v changed. But hell no. Seriously you this 2headed-snake, make me think that you'r useless to society. I admit I $_$ but so what if you'r rich or your family is? You'r just a piece of shit to me. I really look down on people like you. Say this do that.

That moment, I wished that the time would stop.

2010-03-13T11:18:00.008+08:00

That moment, I wished that the time would stop.

Pictures do the talkings ;)

I rather have the one who holds my heart.

2010-03-08T12:00:00.003+08:00

I rather have the one who holds my heart.

Didn't went school today as I kept going to the toilet this morning. Well y'know, hahaha.

Saturday, o6o31o
Met Vincent &his friend @Compass. After that went to Tampines Inter meet Laykwan. Xiaohui &co came after that. Wah asses. This 2person bombed us. Last minute!!! Well its oki, without them we stil had our fun.

Went Bugis, waited for Lloyd &Ahxi to come. Around 12am went Aladdin Cafe to Sheesha. Seriously Strawberry tasted like air cum water. Laughs -.- Kinda waste money I think. After Sheesha went Boatquay. Kena bombed again. Nowadays bomberman v.fashion I guess.

Took train to AMK w Laykwan, Lloyd &Ahxi. The rest took others direction.

Sunday, o7o31o
Woke up @6pm-7pm. After that bathed &prepared went down Compass meet Laykwan &Sherlyn. Adam, Lloyd, Ahxi came. My sist came later, after that went the Kopitiam slacked. Sebastion &co were @there. Long time no see ;) After that homed @11pm.

You'r so unfair.

2010-03-01T20:01:00.003+08:00

You'r so unfair.

Woh school getting on my nerves. Wondering izzit people shoot out or teachers ownself go seesee one. Whatever it is, do you have any right to kpo about my outside life? No way man, only in school. Whatever I do outside, as long as it doesn't concern about the school, you have no fxcking right to care, neither do you have the right to care what my friends do. Just... No right can already la. Hey its good if you see this y'know? I'm sure you wil read this, if not how you got that picture. Don't come act 1 blur saying not you not you, cuz you'r the one who questioned me. Asses.

Stay out of my outside life, other than school. Understand? So what you'r my teacher? Oh well the students are giving you face, not becuz scare of you. Get this right. Jolly well treat students better &you'l see the difference. Stop throwing your fxcking temper @us when you'r in a bad mood. Asshole. I don't care if you'r going to talk to me or what after reading this. Or send me to the discipline board or whatever shit. Go ahead.

Reflect on yourself after reading this.

It's one-sided all along.

2010-02-21T21:55:00.009+08:00

It's one-sided all along.

It's all free ;) Didn't needed to pay a single cent. *Wink*

Hmm, 5pm++ went down meet *. Brought my Daddy's Tigers &Vodka down. Laykwan &co came. Slacked around. Then went 229 there. Talk cork sing song play mahjong. 9pm++ we all went home. Blogger is having some problem I think. I uploaded so many pictures then come out a few only. Nevermind!!!!!!

Tomorrow got school, boring again.

Takin' back my luv.

2010-02-21T10:57:00.004+08:00

Takin' back my luv.

My darling ahma ;) &Say hiiiiiii to rabbit.

It's been a long time since I update. Too lazy liao -.-

Friday, 19o21o

Frazer waited @my house for me to be ok. After that went 231 look for Laykwan &co. Played poker, bua chao one bodoh. Went RP, eat free KFC. Eat until fullfull. Cabbed to Tampines. Waited for Xiaohui &Ahkiong to come.

Ahkiong is stil the same, entertaining. Hmhm like it v.much. He went off around 11pm++ &Sherlyn went off too. Chunxiong &co came after that. I buey loon liao cabbed home.

Saturday, 2oo11o

Above pictures were yesterday's. I don't know what you thinking, you pop-out everytime when I'm forgetting you. I stand no position in your heart I know. It's one-sided all along.

Gone for good.

2010-02-16T21:46:00.004+08:00

Gone for good.

Hiiiiiiii.

I'm back home.

6pm++ meet Vincent &Weisheng below my house downstair. Wanted to go Compass shopshop, but no shop opened -.- Waste another day. Went RP to find their frenz, around 9pm++ went home.

If you were a tear I would never dare to cry.

2010-02-16T13:40:00.007+08:00

If you were a tear I would never dare to cry.

Monday, 15o21o

@Home. Grrr, my Daddy. How handsome :$

*You* Fierce car siaz~ How cute can the baby be?! Hmm.

During the 'redpacket ceremony, so called lucky draw?'

$2o!!!! How lucky >:(

Some cousins didn't come :( How bz they are har! Jiujiu yi ci then never come. Wah they pro lor. Played Blackjack. Bet until too big already, lost quite alot. Nowonder people say gamble can make people die. Absolutely true siaz.

Went Ehub, catch Percy Jackson &the Lightning Thief the movie again. Luv it okiiiii :) Watched finish around 9pm. Then decide go where next. Bastard one, go pub no jio. Goodgood, v.v.good. So went home after that.

This year sucks.......... All so kiam siak. $4 also dare give. Throw face bodoh. Luv them who gave $2o &above. Too bad la, I $_$ cannot blame.

Why izzit only you?

2010-02-14T18:23:00.005+08:00

Why izzit only you?

Friday, 26o21o

On the way to Peni. Donovan lead, but in the end the bus didn't went to the destination we wanted. Grr, got to go &take MRT there.

Reached Peni, got myself 1 bag. I luv it seriously ;) @There saw 9kg &his frenz. Long time no see ah!! Then eat dinner there. After that they went back Sengkang, &I went to Tampines to have dinner w my family &my fathers frenz. Lol didn't eat much :( Such a waste I guess.

Sunday, 14o21o

Just now went to my Yima's house bainian. Cousins came too. Now they'r playing Mahjong @my house. Don't mind my shitty hair plsh. Most importantly, don't laugh.... Going out later watch movie w Xuanping ;) The tix are on him. How great. Last minute, my valentine's partner :)

Happy Chinese New Year!! Enjoy yourself taking alotalotalot of redpackets :) Goodluck.

&Of cuz, Happy Valentine's Day! To those w girlfriend, boyfriend. Last longlonglong. All the best.

It's better this way.

2010-02-13T12:47:00.003+08:00

It's better this way.

Watched this movie. Its nice. But if is longer &more detailed it would be perfect :) Stil luv it v.much though. Who want go watch must ask me go watch again ah!

I hide my tears when I say your name.

2010-02-12T14:42:00.005+08:00

I hide my tears when I say your name.

Wednesday, 1oo21o

Alot of pictures @my darlings' blog :)

Last minute shopping w them! Went Fareast plaza. Got myself 1 top :3 Laykwan's too! Around 11pm like that went home.

Later going to Penisular w Laykwan &co. After that @night gonna watch Percy Jackson(my boyfriend :$) &the Lightning Theif w my family. Hehehe, drag them along to watch.

Yesterday bought my camera! Although its not the colour that I wanted... I stil luv it ;) Price higher than the previous one :( M7o2o.

Didn't went school today, I hate this kind of activities. On the other hand, didn't get to see Donovan &co perform lion dance. Come back wil update again.

If the only place that I can meet you is in my dream, I don’t want to wake up anymore.

2010-02-07T12:52:00.003+08:00

If the only place that I can meet you is in my dream, I don’t want to wake up anymore.

Kinda don't wish to update cuz no pictures :( The person who took my camera, better watch out leis, sure got retribution de. Wait only!! I want to get a new one ;(

o5o11o, Friday.
Sleep until night. Then bathed &prepared to meet Sheena @Kenny's house there. But too bad la :( We spoilers. Went 185 carpark looked for Laykwan &co. Awhile went off. Went Geylang bought our thing then went to meet 4 people. After that walked until Eunos took last bus back.

Went 2o5 waited for Kenny. Then walked to his house there. In the middle of the night she ping ping piang piang one. Then cabbed to Hougang ave 8 there. Me really is sian one lor, nothing do. 7am++ cabbed home.

o6o11o, Saturday.
Slept until 63opm++ Faster eat dinner, bathed &prepared went to town meet cousins ;) Bought only 1 top, can counted as overall too. I really like it. Then nothing caught my attention liao. Reached Sengkang @around 11pm++ Saw Mg &co, accompany me waited until Sheena came.

While waiting for Eric to come, lol. Something interesting happened. @First abit scared scared la, cuz threatened. Nbpb one. He won't let us go one lor @first. Until 2 unknown guys came to our rescue. Laughs. Listen them quarrelled really want to make me laugh.

Arghhhhhhhh if police didn't come I guess we already know each other. Screw you man. Walked around do ahzipalang things. Lol, slacked until 3am++ cabbed home.

I just want you to be happy, even if I'm not the reason behind that happiness.

2010-02-04T16:47:00.006+08:00

I just want you to be happy, even if I'm not the reason behind that happiness.

My camera's lost. It is v.precious to me :( It's my first camera too. How? I'm going to hunt down the person who took it. Whoever it is, I won't forgive the person. Come back to me plsh :'( I'm v.v.sad. Not that I don't treasure it, its just ridiculous!

My baby &my cuttiepie! Luv them alotalotalot ;)

My fringe is too zzzz, thats why I put hairband. Haha, kinda shy :$ Machiam lion like that D:

Yesterday bathed &prepared. Went 193 meet Sheena, Desmond &Sebastian. After that Sheena &me walked to study corner. It was Ahdai's birthday ;) Happy Birthday!! Went mall walked walked. After that back to study corner again. Went 193 slacked, then to 185 carpark.

Slacked til quite long, then suddenly Ahdai shout got police, all jitao run. Lol, I think is bomb one. Went down slacked w Sheena, Laykwan, &Sherlyn. Waited for Jacqueline to come. Went home around 93opm++ Getting earlier already, yes, keep it up Meici!

Today ah today......... Shitty day. Early in the morning kena suspended from class. Ass school. Why am I the only one getting such heavy punishment? Want be normal student also so hard. Fxck you people. Be fair sometimes plsh.

Laykwan &co had detention. All jokers siaz. Fun leis playing the guitar. I know how oki!! :) Daniel best entertainer I swear!!! After that 3pm went down office, shitty school. Got counselling from outside, somemore @AMK. Wah someday I'm gonna burn down the school.

You'r stil the same, isn't it?

2010-01-31T00:33:00.003+08:00

You'r stil the same, isn't it?

This post like talking rubbish like that. Lol, don't read if don't feel like.

29o11o,
Met Sheena around 5pm+. Went RP, ate our dinner there. After that Ahhai not @Sengkang. Z. Nevermind nevermind. Went Xj's house. Played w webcam. Met Ahbee, Jacqueline, Harry &Brandon @189 there.

Saw Arifian &co @the badminton court, chit-chatted. Joke around also :) Ahbee &co came, then talked talked talked about something v.v.v.important ;) Wa seriously you think girls for you to play one ah? Excuses, AGAIN. Went our ways like around 11+pm w Sheena.

After that Kehao jio us drink Whisky. Cheapcheap~ Joking. Laughs, drank @Jerome's condo. W another 2 more people. Security complained &stuffs. Then suddenly showed off things. Lol quite entertaining. Complained again. This time round we went opposite the condo to drink. Left we 4, the other 2 went home. Played 5, 1o. I forever lucky one siaz~

Drank finished then slacked around. Jerome went home. Then went study corner slacked. Kehao left, so we called Brandon. Woh he said my house there got ang pai. So we decided to go there see see. Suaysuay is they ownselves kena screen. Went up 3rd floor for a perfect view. We took chair &watched our show. How clever lol.

Captured some interesting pictures. Too bad can't be uploaded :( They kena screened damndamndamndamn long! Stupid ones kena screen 2times. Zzzzz, don't know how walk away after screened for the 1st time.

Then around 4 or 5am++ finally ok. He possesion of deadly weapon nothing happened v.v.v.heng already! Went home orhorhh after that @_@ Finally got 1day ton is not sian one.

3oo11o,
Slept til 5pm+. Now stil tired siaz. After that bathed &prepared, went down Kovan there to have dinner w family &relatives. Went Hougang mall, &then awhile later I went down Hougang Plaza. Meet Lloyd &co. I played lan while waiting for the slowpoke Sheena.

Finally she came, w Ahbee &Jacqueline. Opened table, quite long since I last played. 11pm+ closed table.

2010-01-30T17:44:00.002+08:00

To Theodore &Punjabi.

You'r my who to comment me har? I think is my neighbour that black dog. Sometimes v.v.irritating &noisy. But it's entertaining at most of the time :) Do you know that girls put make up is a form of r.e.s.p.e.c.t to themselves. I doubt you know that. Waiting for you reply, reply soon ok? Make me entertain myself abit once I reach home :) TYVM. *Waiting*

Okays wil post about yesterday's tonning once I reach home. Baibaibaibaibai.

Babyyyyy (L),

2010-01-29T20:48:00.004+08:00

Babyyyyy (L),

Took pictures using webcam. We'r so zillian :P

Don't mind my shitty hair :) I ABSOLUTELY H.A.T.E IT. It's bangs I think? But not even @all!

&If you @school see me w this fxcking hair, please don't ask why :( I wil dulan &heartbroken one!!

Can't believe you did such a thing. Gosh. Disgust me. Tooo much disappointment already. I really detest it.

Happy Birthday!

2010-01-29T17:16:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday!

Dear Darling Liyin(right side)~
Left side is Meizhen fyi!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) Heheheee. A bigbigbig sorry didn't give you your present :( Forgive me ok? Stay happy &pretty okok! Luv you ♥
P.s I grab the photo @your facebook :B Don't mind ok? ;)

Okays, going out soon. Bai world :)

It's been a long time,

2010-01-28T09:00:00.011+08:00

It's been a long time,

26o11o,

Hmm can't remember the day before yesterday's thing much. Only know we @189 played poker. After that Sheena, Laykwan &me bused to RP, bought my thing &slacked around there.

Me &Laykwan :)
Sheena fierce car siaz~

Me looks jiao. Lol, don't mind plsh.

Candid shot :)

Joked around~ Hahaha, after that go print my photos. Til today stil lazy to collect. Reminded me of my Cinnamoroll :( Go until IMM leis, I'm so lazy :(

27o11o,

Look @my shit fringe! ~! @# $ %^& () Gosh! Fxck this school, remember leis! Nabuey.

Went Clementi to my relative's saloon. Screw it. Shall no say about it anymore. Make me more angry. &Later if they stil ask me cut, I sure jitao kan them one. Purposely fxckers.

After that, came back Sengkang. Went mall waited for Laykwan. She came along w Sherlyn &Melody. Went 189. Donovan, Yuheng &Dexter were there. Then joked around~ Hehehe. All of us were blowing the balloon &playing. It's oh-so-damn-fun.

Waiting for Sheena to come down. After that Amanda &Gerald came down. Played poker. 7pm already Sheena stil haven't come down! :@ Went home w Donovan &Dexter. Sherlyn accompanied us waited for bus. Thankew har!!

Later 2pm going back school. Do bo lan de leis waste my time only. Homework stil haven't do. Going do real soon :) Waiting for my breakfast, hungryhungryhungry :(

So unreasonable!

2010-01-27T10:14:00.003+08:00

So unreasonable!

Sigh. I'm going to my relative's saloon to cut my fringe &stuffs. The P &Ang both abit crazy! Don't allow me to clip my fringe, &want I cut my fringe up to their standard. Every single of my hair is v.v.precious to me :( How can they do this to me! I really have no intention to cut it!!!

&The P gave me a so called task? Wanted me to influence these two people.
Examples :

They have to stop smoking.
Cannot let them mix w their outside friends.

How can I do this? I'm not even their mother... Grrr. Shall not talk about this already. Going prepare now, &off I go. Bye angels &devils.

Impossible.

2010-01-26T10:59:00.007+08:00

Impossible..

Hiie world.

Yesterday around 7pm like that meet Sheena @bus stop. Then went Hougang Plaza look for Christ (I think like that spell) &his friends. Played pool. No need pay a single cent~ After that went Kangkar kopitiam makan. Then Ahru reached, went to find her. Chit chatted. Around 9pm++ went back Sengkang.

@Bus, on the way back to Sengkang.

Took pictures @playground while waiting for Christ to come back. At there do bo lan siaz. Some pictures w Sheena. So lazy upload de siaz everytime >:( Shall forgive her, she cooked fried rice 4 me. Going to try her cooking later~ Abit touched &shy you mei you :P

&Yesterday night you didn't call me. Don't know whats happening to me. Just one day didn't hear your voice only I feel so uneasy already. How, I don't want to fall 4 you!

I didn't meant anything.

2010-01-23T17:51:00.008+08:00

I didn't meant anything.

On the way to Crowne Hotel. Hahaha, while waiting for Papa~

Took pictures while waiting for the wedding ceremony to begin. Coincidentally, one of my cousin &I wore the same dress. Hahahah :) World so small.

Finally the ceremony starts. Some dishes was nice only. But the hotel is really pretty, high class &stuffs. After the ceremony, walked around Changi Airpork. Zzzzzzz, my leg was damn suan already!

After that went home, settled down &off we went to Kovan there. Meet my the other relatives there for dinner. My favourite prawnie &crabby ;) After eating, I went to Houngang Plaza meet Sheena, Laykwan, Amanda &Sherlyn. Played a few rounds of pool. After that Laykwan &co went off. Sheena &me went to makan @some blk kopitiam.

Lloyd said he cannot make it already, so we bused to Fernvale meet Xiiaojon &co. Frazer came after that. Slacked around Salaseh there. Wah suaysuay tio screen. They saw me hiding but didn't saw Frazer! How can it be? Gosh. After that walked to 4oo++ there. Around 5am++ to 6am I walked home. Hahaha, on the other hand quite lucky. Got free cabs :)

Went home orhorh, then 3pm++ woke up to makan. Hungry leis, since yesterday. Okays finally updated. Going back orhorh nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Night2 people.

I realised &learnt something.

2010-01-22T23:39:00.008+08:00

I realised &learnt something.

Finally uploaded the photos. Not in order :)

Study corner >> 18oplus >> RP >> Compass >>2ooplus >> Home.

Now v.late already. Really v.tired to post more. Night2 world :)

Try to feel how I felt.

2010-01-21T22:08:00.004+08:00

Try to feel how I felt.

It's a v. nice piece of music. Try listen it. He's v.v.v.handsome too!!

Sorry mummy, I'v made you in such great disappointments. I know I disappoint you @all times, &yet you stil believe me, never give me up. I'm really v.sorry. Y'know, I am guilty. I didn't kept the promises I made to you. Like Frazer said... You left 1odollars, &yet you stil gave it to me. All I do was just make you keep disappointing @me. Really, I didn't expect this would happened.

Y'know I didn't meant to. If I didn't want to study, why did I worked so hard for? Why did I held on so long? Even though I know theres little chance for me to go back.

&This fxcking school just pushed all the blames to me. What? You think I what? I know I am wrong. But you people don't even think about blaming your own students, come blame name-not-in-the-school student. Eh you eh sai leis, cb. The only one who gets all the punishments. *Clap for this fxcking school*

Understand me abit, can or not?

2010-01-21T14:05:00.003+08:00

Understand me abit, can or not?

I didn't flip the photos, haha. Laziness.

Yesterday went J8 w Vincent. After that 1opm like that went home. On the way back home saw Xianhuey :) I think like that spell. Then he sent me home. How gentleman~ ^^ Heheheh Thankew ok.

Kena HSA again. Wtf man, contraband de I kena also. Nabuey la. Next Friday then can go back, not go back, is see Principle. Whatever. Why can't you all just accept the fxcking way I am. Don't expect me to change, cuz when time is right I wil.

I detest you all for not understanding me &everything. You think you v.close w me, thats why you understand me. You this pubor, you'r absolutely wrong man.

2010-01-19T22:16:00.007+08:00

你为什么说谎?

School as usual. Morning meet Ceon &bla. After that after school CWO. Today lucky siaz :) Left 2 more days to go! Tomorrow CCA, School Service Club. Arghhh 2 hours. Wonder what we'l be doing. Izzit like last year like that or what. Haha shall see tomorrow.

Went home, @bus saw Donovan, Jean, Dexter &Jerry. Chit-chatted. After that bathed &prepared, went down meet Sheena. Went take money, then went Mall makanmakan~ Bused to Compass there find Vincent &co. Gosh...... Z. After that Sheena &me walked to Plaza. Laughs, on our way there, we are indeed v.lame.

Laykwan &Amanda went home liao... Woh Laykwan said she maybe has hand food mouth disease. Wonder true or fake siaz~ You know what I meant ;) After that waited for Xj to come, then 2 of their friends coincidentally came. Cooooool, jokers. After that my sist told me that my mummy fell down, I chiong to 236 there find her.

Wah heart almost jump out siaz. Y'know Y'know? Suck nicotine too much le la, run abit really cannot take it already. Must cut down!!! After that helped my mother &stuffs. Didn't know stil got shuaige de siaz, he's so shy~ I told my mummy that nextime go there must cal me leis. Heheeeee.

K la k la, I end here already. Tomorrow stil got school. So sian you mei you?! Night2 party people.

No reasons,

2010-01-17T21:48:00.003+08:00

Bought this w my own fxcking money. Cool not ;) Luv it man!!!!

Wil post about Sheena's chalet when she post all the photos :) Baibai2

Luv you until 死心塌地,

2010-01-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

My class is great ~.~ Alot weird people I swear!!! Grrr, there's this one particular teacher, keep catch my hair! Why can't you just leave me alone -.- It's so neat already, but you keep ask me clip clip clip, clip until my hair fly here fly there. My fringe at first v. neat one lor! :B Fxcked up man you.

Morning meet Ceon @bus stop. &Then waited for Laykwan, Frazer to come. Frazer came, after that Laykwan &Yuheng. 7.15am went in school. My form teacher don't know how give face de leis! :@

I think I'm going to get cancer TOO!!!! I don't wanna lose my most precious mummy :( Hope this May check up go smoothly~

Tears don't fall.

2010-01-11T15:34:00.002+08:00

Why izzit that after so long, I'm stil yearning for you? Why can't you understand? You count yourself a gentlement? No, you'r not. How I wish I could replace you w someone else.

Out of control,

2010-01-10T11:02:00.005+08:00

I'm posting old photos ;)

Yesterday went town w sister &cousin. Go there walked walked. Bought my things. &Then to Outram to see the Travel thingy. After that makan @Mac. Lol 1 weird woman came to our table &asked whats that fries called. &Then she wanted us to feed her! Omg of cuz we didn't, we asked her to do it herself. &Then talked talked talked rubbish. Weird person.

&I went down to Bugis to find Onion. Wtfxck I'm so good. Went there just to have around half hour walked w him? Laughs. What should you say?

After that bused back to Sengkang. Find Sheena, Laykwan, Sherlyn. My sister was there too. After that 2 HOT guys came over. Zzzzz remember leis! Then cabbed to North find Elson, Ernest &co. What shit siaz, they were drinking. Then after that Uncle talked to me &stuffs. Ernest said got police Sheena &me ran like people in IMH like that~ HAHAH.

Went up Ivan's house to continue the topic. Around 11pm+ Ernest sent us out. It's my fault not yours, sorry really sorry. Blame me for ended you up being like that. Can anybody helps me make things better? Maybe I should really choose the choice that give us 2 weeks try.

Are you happy being this way?

2010-01-09T10:54:00.003+08:00

Hiie morning.

Yesterday after school, 3 HOT guys waited outside school. Wah sadded man, Kwanwai went home. But nevermind ;) Hee, you know what I meant. After that I went home bathed &prepared. Meet Sheena @bus stop. Bused to Hougang Plaza. After that we decided to go Kovan. 3 HOT guys played pool, actually can count is 2.

Then 1 HOT guy left, we went Hougang slacked. 6pm++ went find Elson below his house there. Lol, Sheena do stupid actions siaz, lmao. Good gum friend came after that. Went Kovan played pool. Birdbird &John was there too. Hahahahaha I'm so pro already. How sad ah?

Pictures w Sheena. &I like see people shy siaz, don't know why. Now I'm making Prawny shy, woh. I know I'm shy-dist.

Don't mizz me,

2010-01-07T23:10:00.002+08:00

Yo. Just reached home.

After school Desmond &Sebastian meet me outside school. After that Desmond's friends came. Went kopitiam, they makan. After that slacked awhile. Ceon &me went home. Then I went home bathed &prepared meet Sheena below my house. Went RP, then Amk. She went to find her friends, while Angel &me slacked :( How pity we are~ After that Kailing came. Went up her house. Sheena &me bused to Hg. Meet Elson @6oo++. Machiam like see each other. Slacked until 10pm++. After that we took free cab home.

Pictures w Sheena. &I fxcking forgotten to bring my handphone along w me!!! So hard contact people. See la too rushed already. Tomorrow.... Pool time :) I stil haven't fxcking do my journal. Die le la tomorrow.

Please,

2010-01-05T23:09:00.005+08:00

Everything is enough. Stop all your actings. I know all of these are craps. Just stfu &say you'v already let go of me. &Everything's back to normal. I can continue my way of livings, so do you. Don't let me keep hanging on please.

Definition of forever.

This, I confess.

Sum 41 - Pieces

Incertitude.

Wish I could keep you much longer.

People are beautiful just in what they are.

Even angels have their wicked schemes.

Till you believe.

Always and forever, thats a pinky promise we have made.

No one other than you.

How great we could be.

I juz have to say whats in my heart.

Sometimes I don't have a choice.

So beautiful that makes you wanna cry.

Rewind our time.

Reminiscing the past.

I didn't know I made everything worse.

It wasn't you, it was me.

Beautiful mind.

This fear inside me.

Two hearts beat as one.

What makes you different.

Your weakness.

Only your tenderness can salvage this eternal apathy.

Yearning never ends.

You do not spell luv, you feel it.

Is this what luv is? Izzit always so painful?

Everything will be oki becuz I got you.

I need someone who won't give up on me.

Feelings change, whereas memories stay.

Unconditionally.

Luv has no distance.

True luv never has an ending.

Just like a dream2me.

Can you feel it?

So far, yet so close.

If this is luv, there is no such thing as fair.

You wil always gonna be my luv.

Need a second to breathe.

Me + You.

Blessed2have you.

So addicted to you.

It makes me melt when you look @me like that.

Brightest star in my light.

My luv, your trust.

Do you really think I'd give up that easily?

可不可以爱我?

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

F-A-C-T.

You can't make up your mind.

Your sweet talk, your lies.

What's the point of wishing? When it doesn't come true.

STOMP.

It is you all along.

It's amazing that you made my worst day w just your laughs.

The night belongs to luvers.

Can't do anything.

God wants you to know.

梁婆婆 重出江湖 Liang Po Po The Movie Part 1

Can you please only look @me?

That moment, I wished that the time would stop.

I rather have the one who holds my heart.

You'r so unfair.

It's one-sided all along.

Takin' back my luv.

Gone for good.

If you were a tear I would never dare to cry.

Why izzit only you?

It's better this way.

I hide my tears when I say your name.

If the only place that I can meet you is in my dream, I don’t want to wake up anymore.

I just want you to be happy, even if I'm not the reason behind that happiness.

You'r stil the same, isn't it?

Babyyyyy (L),

Happy Birthday!

It's been a long time,

So unreasonable!

Impossible.

I didn't meant anything.

I realised &learnt something.

梁婆婆重出江湖 Liang Po Po The Movie Part 1